New Year, Something Different

Heyyy people, what's up? first i wanna say Happy New Year to all of you, may God blesses us always and hopefully this year will be better than last year. Amin. So i made some resulations/goals/wish. I wrote some of it in my little note. And i hope i can make it come true. I just want to be forever happy :D anyway do you see anything different? yeah i changed something in my blog. Is it good or bad? hmmm i don't know but i think it's simple. Simple is good. Maybe i'll change it again but it depends of my point of view :p. And This is January, i always wait for it! it will gonna be my month! my 16! haha alots event are about to come include about my study tour to my hometown, Bali!
see yaa

xx

tuesday night

hey fellas this is tuesday night and this week im having my final semester1 tests wish me luck then. so i bet youre wonderin why i posted something during my exams, i just finished studying so i kinda tired and so bored with that fcking tests yeah yesterday and today i had math chemistry physic and biology tests hmm i kinda didnt really succes on it... that was really hard! those fullenglish version succeed eating my brain oh sucks. so tomorrow will be the real tests i hope i'll pass it luckly and have a good marks amin. and aaa im kinda sad , upset too i just i really missed my real me with that great laugh haha okay i gotta gooo see yaaa

xx

we change, we grow up, we make mistakes
we fuck up, we love
we hurt, being hurted
we'ere teenagers
we're still learning

the feeling

when you think at someone "thats really you" and you say "thats what ive been looking and waiting for" then he comes to your life what would you feel? happy? glad?excited? satifsfied? haha maybe. you could feel that right? but when you find out that hes got someone else out there, what it would be? broken? collapse? yeah crap. youre kinda hoping on him thinking that hes the one, hes your type. you could fall in love with him while he does nothing, dang he just appeared. so what would you do? what could you do? in other side you feel youre wrong keeping that communication. what a mess.

-fira

PINDAH :'(

uda liat judulnya kan? yup AKU PINDAH ! dan aku udah pindah aku uda di semarang bukan lagi aku mau pindah , mau tau rasanya ? susah banget diceritain, pas awalnya susah banget nerima fakta bahwa aku uda pindah sumpah susah banget , bayangin kalo kamu uda punya temen banyak apalagi baik2 terus pindah si suatu kota sangat jauh , you will so strange like i felt and its hard . aku gatau mau nulis apalagi disini apa yang aku rasain pas awalnya intinya susah bgt sedih hampa, so hopeless, duniaku tidak secerah dulu. this is some unforgetable farewell moment photos :'( <3

intinya aku masih gak rela masih belum percaya kalo uda pindah, i just feel like this is a bad dream really really bad , i just want to wake up in the morning and find my self in serma tugir's house

November 21st , 2010

Holla , haha have u seen the tittle ? yes ini uda lama tapi masih keinget tanggal waktu tempat & kejadian apa di hari itu yeaah , kalo gak salah ini hari senin setelah ultah bagus hahaha ultahnya dia minggu but i was wanted to give him suprise on monday but ada suatu masalah kecil sehingga kuenya aku makan sendiri bersama teman2

mita and me

me haha

it was "happy birthday BRK l lve u xoxo" *ew?

happy birthday bgs , sorry i ate ur cake ;P

me

manik me dewi

dewi me

manik me

arik me mita and manik and also kak sinta

broken ?

Maybe we often feel umm like doubt in love , its really confusingg , so this lately when i was close with someone and he havent tell me he loves me or maybee whateverlaah , it made me first HAPPY ? or CONFUSE ? naah or maybe we love when someone loves us , its really nice having that moment then we really missing him when he leave us for some suck reasons , honestly i really like when someone loves mee , ahahah gimana gitu rasanyaa , sms terus apalagi pas single, ada yg nemenin gitu haha tapi the REAL shit ketika orang itu ninggalin kita FOR HIS EX !! i mean , if the point hes gonna hook up with her EX , its really painful that i know him , jahat ya! coba aja kita gak pernah kenal pasti gak bakal kayak gini jadinyaa

ps : actually ini uda lama *ga lama jugaa sih* tapi kepengen aja sharing ama kalian :)

umm .. my feeling maybe ?

Hmm , i really dunno what will happen .. and im confused about love because it could make you happy and also hurt you real bad .. i love to see nice , handsome and hot guys they are really interact my eyes ;) BUT even i often say "hey , that guys is handsome or OMG ! that guy is so hot" thats not mean i love them i just say like that because they are , they are look pretty amazing in my eyes .. right now ummmm close with someone ? but im worry that guy will hurt me like my fcking ex haha and hey boy ! dont need to worry about it ! just go on ! bcause if youre kinda stengah stengah ato kayak gmana gtu , i doubt that u love me , aku ragu man ! youre sometimes so mysterious , cant be guess ! so its so hard to know the fact or reality !

ps :OMGash ! i have no idea what i just wrote , enjoy lol
kthx :)